Heart

I’ve finally moved outside the homeland and quite unexpectedly, I’ve been having a good time. I didn’t expect to enjoy one bit of this, but here I am, wishing I had this chance sooner. I’m not an accommodating kind or the adaptive type, but I’m taking to it pretty darn well. I’m kinda worried that I disassociated from home too soon, though.
Moving between hotel rooms became like second nature for a few weeks and suddenly finding myself without anything to do on some weekend now has become an ordeal, as though it was never that way before I left home.

Alcohol has been a good friend and I miss her when she leaves me. But she always comes back; maybe I’m the one who always goes back, but there’s no need to get into the specifics of it all.
And ham. And Twizzlers!! Mmm, ham and Twizzlers…

April! It’s over!! I can now reasonably begin counting the days till the end of it all. Back to mundanity. That’s not even a fucking word, but I always care!
I miss April already.
Actually I miss the awesome end of March AND all of April. May don’t look so hot.

Happy Day, Mom. Early.


Today is actually the first day of May but I will pretend it’s still April. I’m good at pretending. Ask anyone I’ve worked with, they’ll tell you I’m probably not. And that’s why I’m so damn good!

Oh, and you can safely begin ignoring that picture to the left side there. It would be more than accurate to say that it’s been MANY moons since I resembled that.



Sophie B. Hawkins – Damn, I Wish I Was Your Lover
Gnarls Barkley – Crazy